I'd Rather Laugh with the Sinners Than Cry With the Saints

11:53PM - My Love

I ain't never had nobody show me all the things you showed me
And the special way I feel when you hold me
We gonna always be together baby that's what you told me
And I believe it (Cause I ain't never had nobody do me like u)

Current mood: artistic

Current music: "Like U"Bow Wow and Ciara

10:01PM - The Last Time

Ever since I was a little girl even younger than I am now
I always felt good about you in a special way, I don't know how
And we always seem to find our way back to the love that we are sharing
And every time we say it's over I can't forget your sweet loving
After every time we break up, things always turn out the same
I tell myself that I have shaped up, but I am still a part of this game

You always seem to come back into my life
When I thought I've forgotten you, you always show up
It's drivin' me crazy, it's got me going wild
And I don't know if this is ever gonna stop
You always seem to come back into my world
And this time I hope we're staying on track
'Cause I don't wanna be anybody elses girl
I hope this is the last time you'll ever come back

I want you back 'cause you're a good man,
The kinda' man who loves you all through the night
And though it never turns like I planned
Somehow it feels so right
So this time, boy don't turn away
'Cause you'll always have a place in my heart
And I swear I'm goona love 'til the day,
'til the day that death do us part



I don't have the strength to be proud anymore
I want it all to be just like before
I guess what I'm really tryin' to say
Is that I want you to come back,
Come back to stay 'cause I love you
('cause I really love you)
want to (I just want to)
get closer (get much closer)
than ever (more than ever)
'Cause I love you


Yes I do, yes I do I do love you baby and I'm telling you know
When I'm down you bring me up and when I'm up you bring me down
So what am I supposed to do when all I want is to get back with you baby???

Current mood: high

Current music: "The Last Time" Robyn

4:04PM - WoRk

I started work today at Aeropostale. It's not exactly the career of my life but at least it pays 6.75 an hour.

Current mood: accomplished

Current music: "alive" pearl jam

8:59AM

Your Mood Ring is Magenta

Weird Creative Insipired Thriving

8:49AM - My L.O.V.E

Without you I'm _____________.

Current mood: restless

Current music: "My Need" Janet Jackson

8:57PM - Caliente Mucho

I FINALLY GOT MY CAR BACK.
AND IT USES ALL THE GEARS AGAIN. CINCO GEAROS PAPI!

Current mood: ecstatic

Current music: "Romeo" Bassment Jax

8:09AM - Hot Party Meal

Last night Brad brought over a Fiesta Caliente Comida consisting of tacos, dope and booze.
I got intoxicated and used the word Caliente nonstop for close to 4 hours.


Aaron-"Do you like my new bracelet?"
Me-"It makes you look like a savage BEAST"

Current mood: sleepy

Current music: "Steppin' Out"Kaskade

9:34PM

SPOOKY CRAZY!!!!!!!!!

9:17PM - If I was a stripper, this would be my stripper song

Sucking on my titties like you wanted me
Calling me, all the time like Blondie
Check out my chrissy behind
It's fine all of the time
Like sex on the beaches
What else is in the teaches of peaches? Huh? What?

Sucking' on my titties like you wanted me
Calling me, all the time like Blondie
Check out my chrissy behind
It's fine all of the time
What else is in the teaches of peaches?
Like sex on the beaches, Huh? What?

Huh? Right. What? Uhh
Huh? What? Right. Uhh

Huh? What? Right. Uhh
Huh? What? Right. Uhh

SIS IUD, stay in school ‘cause it's the best
IUD SIS, stay in school ‘cause it's the best
IUD SIS, stay in school ‘cause it's the best
IUD SIS, stay in school ‘cause it's the best

Sucking' on my titties like you wanted me
Calling me, all the time like Blondie
Check out my chrissy behind
It's fine all of the time
Like sex on the beaches
What else is in the teaches of peaches? Huh? What?

Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away
Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away
Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away
Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away
Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away
Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away
Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away
Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away

Huh? What? Right. Uhh
Huh? What? Right. Uhh
What else in the teaches of peaches?
Like sex on the beaches
Huh? What? Right. Uhh

Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away
Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away
Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away
Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away

Current mood: horny

Current music: "Fuck the Pain away"Peaches

4:44AM - The LORD!

bLuEbLoOd524: the lord?
simmertemptress: the lord is here, my blessed child
bLuEbLoOd524: THE LORD!
bLuEbLoOd524: hiya
simmertemptress: the lord works in mysterious ways to get his message of everlasting love for humanity across to the people of israel
bLuEbLoOd524: its true

Current mood: high

Current music: "fever"Beyonce

3:51AM - but what if i'm a mermaid...

A deep, poetic soul, you are "Silent All These
Years". Your life story is romantically
tragic, and although you may not always be
happy, you can deal. You are probably drawn to
one of the arts: acting, writing, painting...
And your life gives you a muse that is always
happy to sit on your shoulder. Inside,
however, you may feel unfulfilled, unhappy, and
disconnected. Don't worry. There are others
out there who understand your poetry and speak
your language.


Which song from Tori Amos' Little Earthquakes are you?
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Current mood: bouncy

Current music: cruel*tori amos

6:42PM - To My L.o.V.e

Oh, oh, oh
For the longest time
Oh, oh, oh
For the longest time
If you said goodbye to me tonight
There would still be music left to write
What else could I do
I'm so inspired by you
That hasn't happened for the longest time

Once I thought my innocence was gone
Now I know that happiness goes on
That's where you found me
When you put your arms around me
I haven't been there for the longest time

Oh, oh, oh
For the longest time
Oh, oh, oh
For the longest
I'm that voice you're hearing in the hall
And the greatest miracle of all
Is how I need you
And how you needed me too
That hasn't happened for the longest time

Maybe this won't last very long
But you feel so right
And I could be wrong
Maybe I've been hoping too hard
But I've gone this far
And it's more than I hoped for

Who knows how much further we'll go on
Maybe I'll be sorry when you're gone
I'll take my chances
I forgot how nice romance is
I haven't been there for the longest time

I had second thoughts at the start
I said to myself
Hold on to your heart
Now I know the woman that you are
You're wonderful so far
And it's more than I hoped for

I don't care what consequence it brings
I have been a fool for lesser things
I want you so bad
I think you ought to know that
I intend to hold you for the longest time

Oh Oh Oh
For the longest time
Oh Oh Oh
For the longest time
Oh Oh Oh
For the longest time

Current mood: creative

Current music: Paper Chase*Foxy

3:27AM - Late 10

It's late:10 and I have to be up at quarter till early:30.
I'm posing as Aaron's girlfriend tomorrow at his family thing really early in the morning.
And i'm DRUNK on random liquor
And i'm stoned as well.
Getting up is going to suck.
especially since I've been on xanys every day for the last week.
and I've been having to get up early to go do random events.
like thursday.. I had to go to the junk yard with lil a.
and friday I had to go along to take someone to work
and today I had to go pick up the cake for brad.
It was his birthday today/yesterday.
I think I might be getting sick a little. Or else I'm just strung out a little and probably malnuturist for the last 2.5 years.

8:11PM - To Collin (my Peti )

If the sun refused to shine,
I would still be loving you.
When mountains crumble to the sea,
there will still be you and me

Kind woman,
I give you my all,
Kind woman,
nothing more.

Little drops of rain whisper of the pain,
tears of loves lost in the days gone by.
My love is strong,
with you there is no wrong,
together we shall go until we die.
My, my, my.
An inspiration is what you are to me,
inspiration, look... see.

And so today, my world it smiles,
your hand in mine, we walk the miles,
Thanks to you it will be done,
for you to me are the only one.
Happiness, no more be sad,
happiness....I'm glad.
If the sun refused to shine,
I would still be loving you.
When mountains crumble to the sea,
there will still be you and me.

Current mood: accomplished

Current music: "Thank you"Led Zepplin

6:31AM

My life seems to be nothing other than the most random stream of events that could possibly happen to anyone.
I prefer it this way.
I may be MANY things but boring isn't one of them.
I'm having the kind of summer that a naughty child at summer camp doesn't write home about. But I'm not a mischevious kid playing a game. I am living my life.
I'm not sure whether I'm doing a decent job or not.
I am having a good time, though. A REALLY good time.
I have the best, most loyal and truly beautiful group of friends that anyone could ever have.
I haven't been skinnier in two years :)
I haven't been sober in a long while, but I'm not a drug addict..

Current mood: complacent

Current music: "Bells for Her" Tori Amos

4:21PM

Life isn't about the color of your skin.
It isn't about how much money you make at your probably crummy job.
Life shouldn't be judged on how many people you've slept with
or what sex those people were.
ESPECIALLY what sex those people were.

what life is, I'm not too sure. But I'm fairly sure what it's not.

Current mood: high

Current music: "your song"elton john

9:29PM - cocaine

If you wanna hang out you’ve got to take her out; cocaine.
If you wanna get down, down on the ground; cocaine.
She don’t lie, she don’t lie, she don’t lie; cocaine.

If you got bad news, you wanna kick them blues; cocaine.
When your day is done and you wanna run; cocaine.
She don’t lie, she don’t lie, she don’t lie; cocaine.

If your thing is gone and you wanna ride on; cocaine.
Don’t forget this fact, you can’t get it back; cocaine.
She don’t lie, she don’t lie, she don’t lie; cocaine.

She don’t lie, she don’t lie, she don’t lie; cocaine.

Current mood: energetic

Current music: "Cocaine"Eric Clapton

6:25AM - Bjork Is a Goddess

You'll be given love
You'll be taken care of
You'll be given love
You have to trust it

Maybe not from the sources
You have poured yours
Maybe not from the directions
You are staring at

Twist your head around
It's all around you
All is full of love
All around you

All is full of love
You just aint receiving
All is full of love
Your phone is off the hook
All is full of love
Your doors are all shut
All is full of love!

All is full of love, all is full of love
All is full of love, all is full of love ..

Current mood: loved

Current music: "It's in Our Hands"Bjork

6:51PM - Drunk On You

I wait
For a dream, for a breeze
for a memory of you and me.
But memories only make me long to explore
and then I crave the taste of before
like a sip of vodka,
I just want more.

I want to be drunk on you

Current mood: accomplished

Current music: "Love Rained down"Jill Scott

8:07PM - Just wanted to Let you KNOW!

DILDO FAGGINS!

Current mood: amused

Current music: "orange moon"Erykah Badu